JAC JENKINS
Glottal Stop
i
For your koha I’ll take you somewhere,
show you someone who’s slamming a mic
with their mouth. We’ll play
Fix-it Felix with bricks
or finger-clicks
and marks out of ten.
I’ll show you someone who’s slamming us
with their short-shorted body parts
and badass hair—fixing what’s wrong
with jiggle and sass.
I’ll show you someone who’s slamming
their body parts into a wall of I’s.
We’ll howl
aye-aye-aye-aye-aye
in reply.
I’ll show you someone who’s slamming
their eyes into ours, taking apart
our hurt of bits, fixing us
with glaze and rhyme.
ii
I slam you from the stage, mouth the mic.
You finger-click me into glory,
shout me a Cody’s,
and I show you a body part
later
you slam me into a wall,
your haired arm rammed
into my glottis.
Jac Jenkins lives on a small beef farm in North Hokianga. As a writer, she prefers the focus and intensity of the short forms: poetry, flash fiction and flash non-fiction. She is the author of the poetry collection Moon Too Heavy (Pavlova Press, 2025) and has had her work published in many anthologies, such as Pav Deconstructed, the Fast Fibres Poetry series and several of the NZ Poetry Society annual collections. Her writing can also be found many places online including Flash Frontier; Turbine | Kapohau; Room Magazine; The American Journal of Poetry and Stasis. Her poem 'Uncoupling' won the takahē prize in 2013.
Jenkins comments: 'I'd never been to a poetry slam and didn't quite know what to expect. I was in Wellington for the university year, completing a poetry thesis that included a selection of poems about the weight women bear for not being a man. My partner and I paid the koha (loosely, donation) and found a seat. To me, a middle-aged woman living a quiet, mostly rural life, it was overwhelming. Loud, sassy, passionate, energetic, earnest, young, and urban. Everyone so keen to fix the world. Beautiful, but also raw, I-centred, vulnerable, and a little violent to my senses. Even the word slam, as the event's name, comes with violence attached. "Glottal Stop" arose out of that mix of feelings.'
Links
Moon Too Heavy at Pavlova Press
Photographer credit: Claire Gordon